here i am, giving you advice when all i can think about is that very night we spent together looking at the stars. i dont think you realise it but its all i ever think about nowadays.

in some ways, i'm big on the whole romantic crap. but in all the other ways, i just want to feel happy. that day, literally on the top of the world, i felt happy. like you were my knight in shining armour, here to sweep me off my feet. sweep me off my feet, you did. and for that one day, i let all my inhibitions out the window. the way you were careful with me, how the little things seemed to matter.. it overwhelmed me.



its ALWAYS the little things that matter, always the little things that you do...not some big dinner once in 10 yrs. its the little things that matter, maybe now i hope you'll get that. its strange how both of us see our frens more often than we see each other. thats just life, holding on to life rafts that help us float along...



You were like coming up for fresh air. It's like I was drowning and you saved me. That's all I know.

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.

i guess it’s O.K. to turn into a puddle of goo since X has an exponential exorbitant melt factor.
Imperfect, but perfect- you don’t know exactly why.
just rmb that everything has to be dealt with eventually
I’m behind you so long as this is what you want <3

strangely enough, those words from my best friend, seem so damn comforting to me now. because i know that she will always support me in whatever i do, no matter how nonsensical or irrational it seems. she trusts that i know what i want. it's enough. :) met xuan that day, and it turned out to be full of laughter! listening to leann rimes while taking a crap in side-by-side cubicles, and gossiping all the way. its times like these that make me feel appreciative..

just for that moment in time when you feel the thrill, you forsake everything else, including your sanity. goes the same for everybody.

on a sidenote, i'm meeting TERENCE PANG on thurs! have not seen him since 8 yrs ago, when we were back in secondary school and squashing all the time. such a long time huh. and i also realised many many people are studying overseas, scholarship or not.


its strange how people change.

first part of the year saw me going down to NUS for a few times, checking out the squash scene. Kinda long to be part of it but yet I realised that I prefer teaching in my spare time. And I became a HUGE Timbre fan! I've been bringing tons of frens there cos of the AWESOME music!
Anderson's Homecoming was good cos my class probably had the highest turnout! 11 :)
everything's so funny when they're around!

Mao came back for a while, and we Timbred SOOOOOOO much la! 3 times in a week was the record. Managed to catch Yong Hong too for a movie, been ages since I saw that guy.. Had my first Aston's meal during Benny's birthday celebration. Interestingly, bumped into Ivan too after so many years, was really glad to see him again :)
XiaoYuan was back in sg for hols and we did this whole anderson squash thingy. time flew by so fast, and i really missed those days...not the torturing during trainin mind you.

V'day felt kinda wasted to me, cos I put in quite a lot of effort for a surprise, which turned out to be redundant in the end. However, I spent half the day teaching, which was really awesome.
Met Yipeng for a few times too, we were lookin for guide books, or rather, he was helping me look... Timbre with NYP squashers and other frens was damn good la, cos we've not seen each other for ages too.

AH YES, MAMBO with Hongs and Ade and her frens! Bumped into Albert Ng, and..PUAY SENG. hahahaah, 7 years since I've seen him! The last time was Fun-O-Rama back in his ACJC days.. God, we caught up on so much when we met up for Watchmen and lunch.. Finally got to know Hazel's beau and they make a really sweet couple.

And on a side note, Liquid Kitchen along Cheong Chin Nam Road closed down. So Tong, Simon and I settled on Bojangles... Goodfellas at the Mosaic Music Festival was awesome! The 3 guitarists absolutely blew me away, esp Athif when he got off the stage and into the audience...

Finally got to meet Xuan and Joshua during Eusoff Hall's dance production. It was hilarious, and I really enjoyed myself! I had Cynthia TAN entertaining me on my left. was awfully glad to see her again!

Daniel's bash at Ritz-Carlton was nice though, Jap dinner and slacked around in his room til the next day. Supper, late night chats, and scandalous photos....

this year marked a different side of me. i'm not thinkin twice and i dont regret whatever i do. there were many mistakes that were too fun to make once. nothing can justify them though, no matter what ppl say. i should be feeling awful and all, but the thing is i don't. i dont know what to make of myself nowadays..

there's just a certain thrill in doing something you know is wrong, and the high you get when you do it..it makes you lose your senses. there's not a care in e world for you to worry about.

i've been demanding so little in my r/ship previously that now i dont ask for anything anymore. is that justified? and what are expectations? i think i need someone to tell me. cos i've lost sight of mine.

Did you know when you go it's the perfect ending
To the bad day I was just beginning
When you go all I know is you're my favourite mistake